I love fall

I'm not sure what it really is about fall that I love so much, but I do.  I love every minute of it though.  Check out the Cake Wrecks from today because it makes me super happy, and makes me want to have a fall wedding.

I love fall.  Yesterday we went to a fall festival.  I loved it because it was a gorgeous day and everything was free.  However, I would have changed the people that were with me.  Yesterday was one of the days that I realize how much I miss Montreat and having people there that love me and accept me.  Don't get me wrong, I have some amazing people in my life here in TN but I still long for time with the people that mean the most to me because I don't have to force a relationship with them.  I just have to be myself.  I am really learning a lot right now on depending on Jesus for my strength, because without Him, I. AM. NOTHING.

This is really a hard thing that I am learning because it means praying more, reading more.  And I just want you to know that I fail miserably every day.  But God has put great counsel in my life.  Erika, my co-mentor, is amazing.  She is one of the wise people that God has put in my life.  And the best things is that we are both at the ranch for the same reason.  We are here unselfishly for the girls, and not for the people we work with.  Which I think is one of the biggest reasons that we work so well together.  Anyway, God put here in my life and she is a constant remember that it doesn't matter who is around as long as I am being with the girls and ministering to them in some way or another.

She is very much amazing and I enjoy her company.  That is the two of us from earlier this week... the girls love to borrow our cameras to take pictures.

Ok so I am running out of time here because apparently Panera only lets you on for a half hour during "peak" hours, even though no one is here.

There is much else that I can think of to report!

Until next time!
Peace.